Short rants : Trust me, if i could hit you, i would



but that also mean i have to go back to work which is a bummer but it’s fine.

Today short rant would be,

How i wish i could hit people who always try to change my plan!

Let’s get it straight here, i am a very particular person even if i don’t show it. I cannot stand people who keeps trying to change my plan especially when i have set it like a few days ago ( which normally is about a day or two beforehand) and when you tell me to change my plan last minute, you are just asking to be hit


Like the other day,

i was actually on the way back home and i had already set what time i needed to clear my school work including my project and the next day’s class work but my clever annoying irritating friend decided she urgently needed something from me and kept saying she needed to get it from me and i knew if i were to get down on the bus, i was going to get home late and delay everything but because she was a friend, i gave her a chance or as we Singaporean say, i gave her face and got down and waited for her and guess what, she called and said she didn’t need it anymore and hanged up. NOT EVEN A WORD OF SORRY WAS SPOKEN,

And the other day,

i was rushing home because i was tired and i honestly just wanted to rest and do my Final year project when my mom called and said she needed me to see my auntie and i told her nicely that i had a lot of things to catch up on and i’ll see her tomorrow but she insisted that i see her today and dragged me to my uncle’s place and i ended up not doing anything productive because well, how could i and i don’t normally get annoyed with this because family is family but there would always be a reason why i would suggest an alternative and it is probably because i had shit to do.

The thing is,

And this is really true because some people, not saying everyone expects you to drop the whole world for them while they are not willing to do the same and will end up playing this blaming game with a hint of emotional blackmail. Lets be honest here, everyone has their own things/ shit to do and as much as we want to help you, we have got to help ourselves first and if we don’t, we are the ones suffering, not you sweetie.

so to everyone out there,

unless it is a dire emergency, please please do not alter or try to change someone’s plan last minute because you end up screwing them over and if you really really need to see them or talk to be, ask first and if they really cannot, offer alternative.

We really do appreciate people who are able to do that and of course we will move our things around accordingly.

We are human and we have got to be considerate to one another because if we don’t, we cannot expect people to do the same for us.


toodle dee you guys!




Short rants : And then i glared at it, feeling pretty annoyed

I honestly am pretty annoyed at my own word press because most of the post i am trying to queue has got cut half way or is missing and me is not happy.

anyone else having this problem or is it just me?

And he sang “Don’t let me drown”

Hello hello pumpkins!

Guess who has a new song out!


But the thing is, it not screamo nor death metal or what else along those lines.

It’s just him singing a beautiful song and i have fallen once more.

And the part where they had the exorcism segment made me laugh and i love the elevator music that was playing in the background of that segment and i was referring to this

ANDDDDD I loved “Go to hell for heaven’s sake” , literally my jam but


Bring Me The Horizon

i know how people were saying it sounds so anti Christ and such and i have to say it does but to me, music is music and our belief should not change no matter what. They can sing what they want and as long as your heart is true to your belief, you’ll be just fine.

I know it’s pretty hard to hear at time but look at it on a different view, when you hear “Go to hell for heaven’s sake,” Think of those annoying people who annoys the crap out of you and trust me, it so much more better that way.


The only person i would actually take a bullet for

Toodle deee you guys!




Hello pumpkins!

For those who don’t know ( and probably because i never told anyone ), i am a HUGGGEEEEE fan of OK ONE ROCK ( A Japanese rock band)

And i just found out that they had released a single like 3 months back called “Mighty long fall”

aw yesss!

Anyway lets get straight into it!

So clicky click and enjoy the music!

When i first watch this, i literally wanted to jump out of my seat and hug the shit out of Taka ( Lead Singer)! He is super adorable with his new haircut!!

Credits: Where else but tumblr yo~

And if you guys did watch the video and watch Japanese anime ( NON HENTAI ONE PLEASEEE)

Well to me, the video seemed like a song for Attack on Titan because …

well i can’t really explain it unless you have watched the anime and you’ll probably understand what i am talking about.

and i am sure them boys have instagram because i have found and the stalking shall commence!


go ahead and listen alright,

toodle dee you guys!

Short Rant : Being a little busy bee and loving it

Since the 15 of November, life has taken a dramatic toll.

Just started my part time work and oh my god, i have been busier then ever now. I am rushing through school with 5 modules and Final Year Project and work on the weekends. I am oddly blessed to have found a job that only requires me to work for just the weekends and the best part, i end at 7pm! it is good for me because i get to go home early compared to all my other previous part time jobs but the bad part is i won’t be able to sleep in and i start work at 9:15am.

Yes, i have been a little busy bee but to be honest, i quite enjoy it even though it is tiring. Being able to be feel independent and being able to take charge of your life is an amazing feeling. People always come up to me and ask if i was tired and i tell them i am but i am in control and therefore, i am enjoying it.,

This would probably be the first time ever i am in control of my life and it is exciting because it is such a new feeling and i like it a lot but there is of course a downside to it. i am unable to spend time with my family and it sucks when you don’t get to attend family dinner or family outing and you don’t get to write/ blog as often as you wish. I mean i procrastinate a lot but i do enjoy writing a whole lot


But to be honest, that is life. You have to give and take even though you wish you could be super women and do everything but honey, we weren’t built like that.

anyway, that’s probably all for now

Toodle dee you guys!

It is already the mid week and the weekends are coming!


wait what, the Korean line again? GURRLLLL


i am back!


I know i should probably call it a haul but haul are like mean for a lot of stuff and mine isn’t that much.

So this time, i went down to another store, the one i bugis or takashimaya ( i cannot even remember anymore) and this is what i bought but not all of them were bought in Singapore, some were bought by my friend in Korea itself!


This is by far my favorite eyeliner! It is cute and it is amazing! The ink is beautifully thick and it is waterproof, smudge proof (but not rub proof. This is actually pretty popular because this is from Korea as the ones in Singapore were out of stock and the stocks were not in yet.

I highly recommend this because it is a soft brush type, it is easy to draw even for a noob like me and it is waterproof and smudge proof. What else would you need?

However for those with oily eyelids, i suggest to put a primer beforehand because even if they might say smudge proof, it will smudge and i actually had that problem because i had oily lids previously and didn’t bother putting on primer or powder which cause it to smudge after some time so please heed my advice and use primer before hand so it was last through the day with no problems at all!


Now this is a rosemary sebum and pore lotion and i can assure you it smells wonderful and it does it job pretty well. Normally after washing my face, scrubbing it, i would use the volcanic pore toner followed by this and it has work wonders. my skin felt great, it felt soft and it help me get my sensitive skin back on track and feeling less irritated.


This would be called the green tea body cleanser and it smells like green tea but it is like any other soap, i really do not have anything special to say about it except your skin feel refreshed and you smell good and your skin doesn’t dry out, thats about it.



This is called the Mint green tea shampoo and it is wonderful and god sent. They changed the packaging now but besides that, it is amazing, it gives a cooling feeling to your scalp making you feel like you are really washing and cleaning your scalp and therefore, less odor especially when you live in a hot country and you sweat a lot, this is what you neeed.


The no sebum primer is a gel type, it melts onto your skin and it has a green tea ish, peppermint ish smell which is pleasant and i only use them for my eyelids because i have oily ones and it helps my make up to stay on and so far, it has been great!


This is a minimum toner from their minimum line which is suppose to be for sensitive skin but i would not actually recommend this. I think this is kind of your usual toner except it is mist type but i honestly prefer the volcanic pore toner because it really gets into your skin and it has more skin properties but if you don’t wish to spend a lot of your first toner, trying this would be an option although i won’t recommend it.



This is their lotion and i love the smell actually. It does smell like the sea and you doesn’t give off that sticky feeling that some lotion give off after you put it on. I don’t think their lotion is anything special because there is many lotions in the Korean market and majority of them are about the same. The only difference is just the smell and this smells like the sea.

and  finally, we have come to an end!

i know that must have been a lot to read but i do believe it is important to tell a product how it is then saying all the good stuff and covering the bad parts and when you buy it, that disappointment you feel is amazing so you can rest assure that i will tell things how it is and it might not be suitable for everyone because we all have different skin.

that is all for now!

toodle dee you guys!



Ah, there goes the Korean idol and his cosmetic line

i have a face clay mask actually on while writing this because today is all about BEAUTY BEAUTY


We, humans are always chasing after beauty because we all crave for that perfection and especially when you are me, you are still chasing that and always trying new product which gives your skin the most benefit because we only have one face unless you redo the whole face with surgery,

not sure if it would be counted as 2 face or 1 face because its a lil weird,

you have a face but you changed your face so does that mean you have 2 face/ 2 looks or just 1?


Have you guys ever heard of this Korean Cosmetic brand INNISFREE?

If you haven’t, this is your lucky day!

i know there is many Korean brands out there and it really is a lot but they are my current favorite because it is a nature brand that shares the benefits of nature from the pristine island of Jeju and pursues an eco-friendly green life to preserve the balance of nature ( i actually got this from their website and all i understood was natural brand, eco life and awesome products)

i honestly believe that natural product or product containing more natural ingredients are better for your skin because more chemical = the more your skin becomes sensitive and when that happens, you are screwed but your skin looks angry being red all over and it makes you lose confidence which is a sad thing so i am here to help! ( Well hopefully i can)

Now my skin type is Sensitive and dry and to me, the key in knowing what product to look at is knowing your own skin type so i urge everyone to know your skin inside out because it is very important.

So the current ambassador for the brand is Yoona from SNSD and Lee Minho, the pretty boy actor.

I actually like lee minho because he has a pretty smile but i don’t really watch his dramas, the role he plays are the usual rich kids and it get very repeated and predictable but he is a good actor but i like his smile more,


Singapore has like 2 or 3 innisfree store and i happened to chance upon the one at Dhoby Ghaut and i was over the moon because i am a fan of Korean cosmetic and because i love the brand so i went a little wow and bought a number of stuff.


I had gotten the volcanic pore scrub, volcanic pore strips, anti trouble cream, green tea mask, gel eyeliner and i had gotten the pore kit as a gift for spending along with the hanky,

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This is the volcanic pore scrub and i really like this because i feel that it cleans your face really well and your skin really feels fresh afterwards but they are not as effective because the scrubs are foamed up and they do clean well but not as well as those coarse scrubs.

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This has to be one of my most favourite! It really is good and it has these tightening/ slightly heaty or some might say cooling factor and i would actually recommend this to anyone who likes to use pore strips.


I actually though this lotion would actually prevent pimple but not really however it does give off a wonderful cooling sensation which makes your skin much calmer and less angry especially for those with sensitive skin like mine. It is good for putting on a night when you feel that your skin feels upset and needs a little pick me up, by all  means, get this!


This is like the whole Volcanic pore series trial kit and i highly recommend this line because it really works. I own their scrub, their toner which is my absolute favorite and their clay mask which is amazing! I do not own their essence and the normal clay mask because i picked the deep cleansing one and i am clueless how to use the essence.

So anyone with pore trouble, i highly, totally recommend this series.

In Singapore, this line is pretty popular because it seems often to be out of stock because it works but some might find it pricey and alternatively, you can try get it from someone who is going to Korea or online Korean shops that sells the product at a cheaper rate but be warn, the shipping is a bomb so you might want to gather a few friends to buy it together,

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So that sums up my Innisfree beauty buy however there is more to come!

toodlee dee for now you guys!,



if it was good,


This to me was very powerful in a way because it is right you know,

if it was good, it would have stayed

and the best example to use would be, your relationship with someone.

if it was good till the end, you would have stayed, you won’t leave out that door. No, you would stayed till the end but it changed that is why you left.

if it was good, you would still be in their arms, you would still be in your honeymoon or comfortable phase and you would have stayed. You would never said spoke those words when you walked out. no, you would have stayed

now lets change it to something else, a product you bought

if it was good, it would have stayed, it won’t have broke down by the first 3 months and even after bring it to change or repair using the warranty, it seemed to be having the whole same problem again

if it was good, it would have stayed and you won’t be looking at the new over, toaster, coffee machine now, no, you would have been itching to use it not screaming at how useless it is and decided to throw it away.

if it was good, i would have stayed till the end, i would have been with you through the fights and all but didn’t it all change?

Here is the thing, when you are in a relationship and you have started to realize everything going down hill, one of you have changed or even both of you. No relationship can be broken till someone changes. Till you look into their eyes and you realize you were the only one hanging on the memories that have long left and its painful, it hurts so badly your eyes started tearing up.

To put it simply,

this is how it happens,

your boyfriend or you went out ( this is a stimulus) with a group of friends for the night or for coffee, someone took a picture that conveyed the wrong message ( this becomes a factor), one of you gets angry and decided to either give the silent treatment or be all aggressive ( This is a reaction) and because of this reaction, the other party gets upset and ends up changing how he is to deal with what is going on and you wonder to yourself what had happen, well simply your reaction had happened.

Because no one suddenly changes without a reason. Everyone has one but it is up to them to tell you or pretend they don’t know.

If it was good, it would have stayed



Tick Tok goes the clock,

Have you guys even seen those super complicated watches where there is seriously no empty space in the watch itself?

Hold up, Let me google for you

This is actually pretty but what am i suppose to be looking at?

Rightttt, what am i suppose to be looking at again?

The only thing i know what to look at is the big hand of the clock and the little hand that tells me the time. I get people buy these complicated watch to feel good, look good and probably they know how to tell the time but not everyone knows like you could teach me to look at it over and over and i would probably get distracted.

I love the simple kind of watch where it is nothing complicated and pretty straight up like

Clicky click! I love this watch!

Now my watch looks like this

when i first bought it,


It has a stop watch function which was pretty interesting i only figured it out like 2 weeks after i bought it cause i wasn’t interested in the other buttons and it liked it cause it was pretty and this is actually the first watch that i ever bought with my own money and in a way, it became precious to me.

Now, this is how it looks like nearly a year plus later?


yep, it has scratches all over and actually has a few scratches on the glass it self if you guys can see it.

I am actually looking for a new watch because my current watch was acting crazy but it holds a lot of sentimental value. It is my first ever watch that i bought with my own money, i brought it swimming with me in the waterfall in Thailand and it has been through so many adventures with me and amazingly it still hasn’t fall apart.

and on this note,

Humans, meaning us are very sentimental creatures. We hold things close to us and are very reluctant to get rid of it because we have form a certain attachment to it. We find it hard to let go of certain things even though we know we need to replace it at certain point of time but that is just who we are and it makes us humans.

I have no idea if you guys get it but yeah,

i am a sentimental human being, i have kept stuff from my secondary school era till now. I actually have this huge box of memories and perhaps one days i will show it to you guys but be warn, it would be a very very long post.

And my current dilemma would be if i want to get a new watch or just stick to my old one till it really falls apart

Anyway, till here for now,

Toodle dee doo you guys!